It has taken me long enough to do it. But, I made the final cut with YM. I let it drag on a couple more weeks than it should have. But, I guess I needed to slowly ween myself off him. I also needed to see if there was anything worth salvaging. I knew he cared about me but he didnt' know how to show it. I wasn't sure if he was just slow at learning or too lazy to try. I came to the conlcusion that the latter was true. It is sad, but I'm pretty sure I'm okay with it. It's not like things had been feeling all that good any way. Plus, I have a few dates lined up already. I know, I know. I just always seem to have the boys lined up when I have a bf. So, I just took advantage of it.
The first date is tonight. Just drinks with a friend that I doubt will amount to anything but he seems sweet and is kinda cute. Just not sure I want anything there. The next is on Thursday with another guy I've been talking to. He helped me out of a fix and is very attentitve. But, he is just out of a relationship and well, I'm not seeing that going any where any time soon, either. He is consistent, though. The third is on Saturday and with a guy I had dated about this time last year. I'm not really sure he'd consider it a date. But, I am. He's a funny, smart, talented, really sweet guy. The type I could fall for and started to last year. A couple circumstances prevented it from going much further and we lost touch. We just started emailing recently and he asked me to meet up for dinner. I'm a bit skeptical, but actually pretty excited about seeing him. He is the type of guy that I can be myself around. And, that is what I want right now.
Sooooo... we'll see how this week goes.
Tuesday, February 17, 2009
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