I'm back...

Ni Hao! And it's taken me until mid-November to post! Whoopsie!!! It has really taken me about 2 weeks to get things back under control and in order though. But it finally feels like everything is. Yippeee!

The trip was most fabulous. Some crazy moments though. Like having a meeting while a rooster crowed repeatedly in the background. The factory of the supplier i was visiting in Taiwan was right next to a little farm. Or riding in the car with one of the younger sales people, with Green Day cranked watching the Taiwanese landscape fly by. Then there was the feeling of euphoria everytime I opened the rest room door and there was an actual toilet AND toilet paper. The only thing worse than having to drip dry, is have to squat to pee in a hole in the floor and then having to drip dry. Side note: this happened only once...I carried TP with me at all times after that!

Since I got back, ex-friend has pretty much shunned me. I tried to have lunch with him one day and he was busy. Didn't suggest we try another time. But two days later he emails less than an hour before lunch telling me where "the crew" was eating. I had thought maybe he had at least a little interest in the trip. But, not to be. I was home sick and told him so. He never replied and I haven't heard from him since. Men truly confound me!

Not much to say on PJ. It's frustrating not coming home to him and having to wait until Turkey day to see him. I feel like the long distance doesn't bother him as much as it bothers me. It is soooo annoying to think that I have finally found a man who stimulates my brain as well as my body but to not be able to be with him to be sure it is true. It just doesn't seem fair. I know, life just isn't. But why does mine always seem to be more unfair than all others??!

Work is okay...actually not really. My company being acquired and all. But, for the time being, it is business as usual. There is no point worrying about next year. I might be dead by then...haha. very morbid joke, but definitely a way to look at things. Any way, I'm knee deep in Kimshi any way. A huge project that some associates have messed up. I'm fire fighting the clean up with time about to run out. No time to worry or fuss about the acquisition.

With all that being said, I'm still happy. I'm not sure why. I guess I still feel blessed to have the best friends in the world. And, to be surrounded by so much love. It really does make the difficult times seem almost easy.

I'll try to write more. Maybe tell you about my interaction with the cowardly ex. Yep...that should keep you coming back until I write again.

Xie-Xie for listening.