I love him. Still do. But not quite so much as yesterday or the day before. But he is the one man I thought I could trust. I hung my dreams on him. I was ready to change my life for him. And, he bailed. Ran off...just couldn't do it. Really, seriously, it just amazes me. Why does it always have to happen to me. I really did think this time it was it. That we'd figure it out and be happy. To steal my sister's words, "I thought fate had intervened and you finally had your life partner."
I know this isn't something (to steal my baby girl's words), "a whole lot of chocolate and a night out with the girls" can't help to solve. But my girls are gone so far away from me. It just isn't fair.
Why, God, why?
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