Infatuation

I'm absolutely infatuated. It started several weeks ago. Met him at a party and he started to email me. We had a lot in common. The friendship was fun and there was a bit of flirtation. The interesting part was I felt like I could be my total goofy self with him. Not sure how or why, but it just was. We would send fun flirty emails back and forth. He played soccer and bragged about how this old guy could kick the young buck's butts. I dubbed him Young Buck Butt Kicker (YBBK).

The emails continued. We saw each other out with a group of friends a couple of times. We were attending the same Christmas party (not as a couple) and a few days before, he sent an email asking for fashion advice. I consulted the fashion diva and her gay sidekick. Her advice was spot on (as it always is) and I passed it along. Then, when he was shopping, he sent some texts asking me to help choose the outfit. I was flattered. The party was fun. I kissed him. Yes, I kissed him and I think that shocked him.

We've been seeing each other since. We went to another party this past weekend. We went together. He said I could tell our mutal friends we were dating. He said he wasn't seeing anyone else...me neither.

I am head over heals for him. He is funny, smart, sweet, from a big christian family, and willing to communicate. Physically, he is not my body type. All my friends say so. I think he is adorable, though. He has an excellent wit and listens to what I say when I speak. He makes me laugh and laughs at my jokes. Yet, he can be so gentle and understanding. I think he really likes me too.

I love it! I think I am in for a wild ride and I'm so ready for it.