I am on an amazing high. I really don't want to jinx it but need to stop thinking that talking about my happiness will cause it to come crashing down around me. Everything is so right in my life....
Boo finished up this semester with a bang. She's done so well for so long. I couldn't be prouder. She has come a long way in the past four years. It's like a breath of fresh air!
I love my new job. It is busy, hectic and I feel like I'm under qualified. But overall, I love the people, love the work and am excited that I made the change.
Life with my friends is going well. I have such a wonderful support network of people I care about and who genuinely care for me. I couldn't ask for me.
And the absolute icing on the cake. I have met the most wonderful man. My dream man. I keep alluding to him but now I will admit to him. He is everything I ever wanted with none of the crap I didn't. I see no red flags - which scares the hell out of me and makes me very insecure. Illogical, I know. But true.
So with everything so right, I keep saying to myself...when will something bad happen. When will "the other shoe drop". I haven't been this happy in so long, I have trouble trusting it. But, I've decided that instead of worrying/holding back/etc. I'm going to just "be." I am just going to exist in this state of euphoria. And, if something happens tomorrow, then it happens. I will have enjoyed today for what it was and been thankful for it.
I feel truly blessed and am thankful to God.
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