I give up

I really don't get YM. I thought for sure everything was done between us and all of a sudden, it doesn't seem that way. After our talk a week or so ago, I thought it was just a matter of time before he realized it was over. But that didn't happen. We hung out a few times since then and he still seems interested. I just can't figure him out. I'm pretty sure he doesn't want anything "serious" bu he does want exclusivity. I truly believe it's the age thing that makes it hard for me to understand where he is coming from. But, at least for now, I'll play along. I do like spending time with him. I totally enjoy his company. I think he is a very upstanding guy. For the most part, I trust him. Which is good for me. I still don't have much faith that the relationship will last into the spring, but one never can tell these things.

But, I give up trying to figure him out. It seems to consume too much of my time and I want that to stop. Any way, my life is in a holding pattern any way, so I guess i can waste some more time with him to see where it might end up. He is a very special person. Too bad he's so damn young!