Times when I hate being right

It wasn't my insecurity.  something happened to Cabana boy and his distance was really.  We split up last night.  Never a good reason from him other than he can't give me what I want... a long term committed relationship.  but I wasn't asking for one right away.  But, I guess the heartache from his last relationship was too much and he couldn't see a future with me.  My heart hurts so bad.  I just want to crawl into a hole and cry for days.  I'm not sure when the tears will stop.  I wish I had been wrong. That there had been no distance there.  That it was just me being insecure...but I wasn't.  And now, I hurt all over.