Just past the one year mark

We've talked ad nauseum about his ex and her texting. I'm not happy about it but trying to be understanding...because I believe he truly cares for me and that he isn't interested in getting back with her. But, I can tell from the texts, that is exactly her intent. Sending pictures of the their dog. Trying to see where he is so she can "run into" him. All of this "new" because a few months ago she wasn't doing this. I'm guessing she was dating someone else at that time. Now she is single and trying to get him back. It is hard, for someone who is as insecure as I am, to not let this behavior drive me crazy. But this week, he is going out of his way to help me out. Boo's car broke and we needed an additional vehicle. I gave her mine and he is letting me use his since he can take the bus into work. it is very sweet of him. He is so understanding of what needs to be done to take care of our kids. I love that!

I wanted to walk away a few times. It has felt like he hasn't put me as a priority that I want to be in his life. But, it hurts too much to walk away. So, for now, i'll stick it out and hold onto the hope that his feelings are true.