The story of my life is one of misplaced trust, lies and betrayal. Seems like every man who's been in my life, who I've trusted and been vulnerable to, has lied, betrayed or abandoned me. It starts with my Dad and hasn't ended yet...but this blog isn't about that. Because I'm learning to place my trust in God and He's been faithful.
I was very sad today with things poking at me from all around. I wanted to crawl into bed and close my eyes on this world. But decided to pray and go to my church meeting. On the way there, I started bawling my eyes out. I realized how much I was hurting thinking I was going to lose la tres amiga -C3. I couldn't bear that thought. And, through His will, we were able to better understand each other. I hope I can be true to her trust and maintain this understanding of her in the future. It feels so good for us to be right again. Having my dos amigas by my side, I can face the impending disappointment of yet another man who didn't deserve my trust and affections. I know they will be there to dry my foolish tears, build me back up and walk with me as I attempt to be discerning when it comes to a man's intentions.
I love my girls and want only the best for them. I want them to see me as the loyal friend I am and know I will never abandon them.
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