Getting scared

I don't want to get scared, but I can't help it. I woke up and this popped into my head...yeah it's still a work in progress....

I thought I
Lost you, Forever
But your back and I want you to stay.

There's so much time
To make up for
And, I want to show you the way.

Am I boring you
Too whiney
Is this a big mistake?

Are you busy
Do you miss me
Why am I wide awake?

I want to see you
And hold you
here right next to me.

There's so much time
to make up for
Should I just let you be?