sTill sick

I'm still sick today. My chest was burning this morning but is a bit better now. I feel better about the friend thing. I do believe that my friend won't ever change, so I have to figure out what to do about it. How close of a friend I want to be, etc.

I'm doping myself up and contemplating a shower. I have some social commitments that I am thinking of trying to make today. It's my bf's birthday and she is planning on heading up here to go out with some friends. I can't let her down. Plus a meeting with friends from church. I really feel bad if I were to get anyone sick. Hopefully I'm not contagious.

Big snow is coming soon! Hooray for me! Wish BFE was here to make breakfast while I shovel! Gosh I miss her. I miss all the silly little things. Wonder if I'll ever fall in love with a man like I loved her. Too bad we weren't gay. We'd have been together forever.

Let it snow, let it snow, let it snow!!!!!