So my previous post tells of my note to PB. Guess what the coward never responded. Well surprise, surprise. haha. I hope he realizes that I wasn't trying to be cruel and I hope he takes it in well meaning fashion.
PJ never responded to an email I sent. It was 4 weeks ago. I dont' think I posted it here. It basically said I'd give him any type of relationship he wanted, he just had to define it. Apparently this is too difficult for him. Actually, I know it is because mid last week I asked him about it and he told me so. WTF am I supposed to do with that. So I've gone back to ignoring him.
Today I had a first date with the Spoiler. As in he spoils my every whim. I know I was wanting something like this but I'm not sure how long it can last for me. He's the type of guy I like...tall, muscular and cute face. He will do anything I ask of him. He's not the brightest or into music that was created much past the 60s (he is missing SO much), but he is kind, a Christian and he digs me. So I guess I'll go with it for awhile. I'm afraid I'm using him. I'm afraid I'll hurt him. I'm always afraid of these things with guys but even more so since I know that PJ has my heart all wrapped up (even though he hasn't a clue of what to do with it). But I'm just going to go with it for a bit and see how it all turns out.
Other than men, this weekend was great. I got to hang with my BFF and another buddy of ours. It was too fabulous. She always makes me smile and it's just the best to sit on the couch, drink some wine and chat until the moon comes out! The only thing that would have made it better is if BFE were here with us. I know I am truly blessed with two of the best friends anyone could hope for. :)
Life I love you, all is groovy. la la la la la la la feelin groovy.
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