Advice heeded

So yesterday I told two of my closest friends the story of the weekend. And, as different as they are, remarkably they had the same thoughts and advice. Don't shut out the feelings and let him know what i am thinking and feeling. So I did. Last night I wrote him a very long note detailing my thoughts and feelings about what I had expected from my visit (to reconnect to an old friend who I thought was lost to me), what had happened to me (my eyes and heart were opened up to him), and how I felt (I had loved him once and still do). So now I wait to hear back from him....