For PJ

I love you.

With all that I am, I love you.
Your mind, your heart, your body
I love everything that you are.
Nothing will ever change that.

You say you love me

But you can’t move off center
You can’t open your self to me
You can’t be what I need
You are stuck.

But still I love you.

I tried to help; I tried to wait
I tried to be there for you.
But you shut down
You pushed me away.

All I can do is accept your rejection.

My love is not diminished by this.
It will never subside.
No one will ever replace you.
You will always have my heart.

But now, I will walk on.